Figuring Out My New Normal

The day I was diagnosed, my world felt like it was turned on its head. Suddenly, my life as a student and athlete was weighed down by a new, overwhelming reality. Every day felt like a struggle, and I was constantly worried about falling behind.

But somewhere in the chaos, I made a choice. I decided I wasn't just going to get through this illness, I was going to own it. That shift was everything, but what truly gave me hope was realizing I wasn't alone.

I’ll never forget coming back to my dorm room and finding that my best friend from the next room had quietly washed all my clothes and charged my laptop. I hadn't even mentioned how overwhelmed I felt, but he saw it. The most touching part was when he asked if it was okay to mention it to his mom, not to tell the whole school. He knew I needed time to absorb it all, and he gave me that space.

When I returned to Korea, my friends threw a welcome back dinner for me with steak and veggies, so thoughtful. It was their way of saying, "We're here for you." My academic advisor also gave me incredible clarity when he told me the most important thing was my health and that everything else could wait. And when I came back to school after four weeks, my mom came with me just to ensure I was adjusting well, taking me out every weekend. Their unwavering support was a constant reminder that I was cared for.

Now, my life is a constant dance. Checking my blood sugar is as routine as grabbing my keys, and my sports bag is never complete without my supplies. There are still messy days, of course, days when the dance is more of a stumble. But they are mine, and I’ve learned to embrace them. I can still push myself to the limit in sports, ace that test, and hang out with friends, all while living with diabetes. I’m not just getting by; I’m finding my rhythm and learning to thrive.